Friday, 30 October 2009 ; prejudice

what gives you the right to judge others. so what if i bring her to ssc to work. who are you to say no. i just dun understand wads wif you abt her. juz because of past incidents u are including every other ppl. is that even fair??? plz, go think, if am i the one that is wrong or are u the one wif childish thinkings. unless u can give me a vaild reason, i will nv agree wif u on this matter. and to my cute little brother, plz watch ur attitude. think before you talk.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 22:59

Thursday, 29 October 2009 ; 好累哦

大家好！我刚起床，不好意思。我从五点睡到现在，虽然只是区区三小时，但是我感觉精神多了。本来呢，打算到batok找我那可爱的妹妹但我太累了，到家一见到床就倒下了。现在我要找人陪我吃晚餐。谁要给我这个荣幸呢？

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 20:35

; 还是老姜辣

各位读者好！我正式回新加坡游泳俱乐部上班了，感觉上真好。昨天，我翘课了。我因该是上九点的课但是呢，我十点才起床。真是恨死我自己了，对自己说好这个学期不要再翘课了结果还是做不到。下午四点钟，约了我那白痴的妹妹在地铁站集合一起上班。工作还好吧，挺轻松的。那里一点都没变，跟我离开是一摸一样。下班后，我弟，团薇妹妹，don 和我一起到我家附近吃夜宵。吃着吃着，不知不觉得了道工事。大家都在说那没用上司的坏话。他真是令我无话可说，一个字，烂！别提他了，提起他就一肚子火。我们聊到五点，don和我妹塔计程车回家了。而我，到家洗个澡就要上课了。希望我能熬到下课吧。

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 06:23

Tuesday, 27 October 2009 ;

这是我第一次用中文更新我的部落格，感觉还挺不错的。昨天晚上我想过了好多好多事情。我不知道你会来看我的部落格吗？但是，我还是决定把我想说的都写在这这里。对于你，我有一种莫名的熟悉感和亲切感。也许因为这样，我会过于的关心你而还导致你感到没自由，没隐私。也许也是因为这样而我会不顾一切地尽力把你所要的每一样东西，每一个要求都给你。你会不会报答我或感激我我都不在乎，我只是希望你每天都是满脸笑容而不是愁眉苦脸的过。你有烦恼时，我希望你会跟我分享。也许我能帮的上忙也不一定。 最后，我想说的是，对不起和一定要快乐。

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 11:22

Monday, 26 October 2009 ; deadline

i shall keep my post short as not rili in the mood to whine..

ytd, work oc at bugis. after work, go batok find idiot. actually tot eat supper smoke den go home liao. end up, we sit there and tok till 4am i think. we oso saw one cab uncle scolding duno hu. damn loud sia. buy frappe den i cab home le.

today, woke up at 11am. den slp back. ps hor idiot, i nv check my phone. idiot call me den i rili wake up. sorry make u wait lei. i waiting for that peng hong la. plus charge my phone abit if not sure flat. psps>< reach le we smoke and den go dwn amk meet shawn. he is one ttttaaaalllllll guy. denwait enson come. eat pepper lunch. idiot cannot finish agn. Zzz den go play pool. den go jp buy my shampoo. after that bus home le.

to you, i have dragged this matter long enuff. if you dun contact me in 2 weeks, thats it. i dun wanna bother so much le. call me heartless all u wan. i will be waiting..

to idiot, glad to hear you are finally going to let go. say cheerful....

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:14

Thursday, 22 October 2009 ; zombie like state

juz got back frm supper wif idiot and didi at blk 501. actually idiot wan ton de but she tired liao. ask her slp on my hse de sofa she dun wan. so i gave my lunch money to her so she can cab home. see? i so nice rite???

ok abt today and ytd. i shall start wif tuesday.

i slp till very song den at 2plus, idiot msg me say she cannot slp. sot plug one this, nxt morning 7am work 2am still cant slp. GG la u. so i decided to not slp too. one to entertain her and 2 so i will not be late for sch!. met her at 5.30 for mac breakfast. now then i noe sia, batok got sell 中南海. idiot bot a big breakfast and knowing her pattern, prepared alots and alots of pepper for her. lol the egg totally cannot see liao lor. den her mama came. then the mum kip hit her wif a pole. fking funny. laughing lyk a lunatic. at 6am, found out FIT not meeting idiot liao. FIT de dad send her to work. so i 好人做到底，send her to city hall MRT lor. scared she slp in train den miss her stop. lyk that, most likely she will end up late. after idiot go le, i trained back home, changed and off to sch!. lesson was fun as it has to do wif watching TV! nice la. during lesson, idiot msg me say she dun wan work liao coz she broke 2 RACKS of soup cups. damn power sia u.  佩服佩服. cher ended early so i reported to work early as well. den blah blah blah. idiot eneded work at 11pm. wait for me and didi till 12.15 den go jurong eat supper!!!! eat le, idiot actually wan ton at my hse till 1st bus de. but she bth, too tired. thr goes my lunch money T_T lol, no la. nvm tml got ppl wan treat me eat laksa so nvm. hehe.

now,

feel dead, feel lyk a miracle tat i have not fallen aslp yet. shall go slp now. bye. 

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:48

Tuesday, 20 October 2009 ; its coming to an end

UPDATE!
today, did not go sch. 1st day i pon liao. lol. cant wake up lor.>< actually meeting idiot for laksa de. but then today, she decided to be a good girl and treat her family to dinner. good thing too, my dad came back today. had curry fish head, bbq stingray, pork and vege. come home, stone in front of the comp.

ytd,
work. meet idiot and fit at batok station. trained dwn to city hall. arrived early due to misreading of timing. 30 mins early la. after change uniform, sit at canteen and wait for the two slowpokes. kisstina came into the canteen and called me a dead human. lol. do i look so dead??? after food, smoke, slack. event today was a wedding dinner. hate the individual plated. damn ma fan. today same grp wif chris and idiot. sadded she cannot chiong today as her shoe too big. she too small size liao la. eat more ya. grow big big. *grins* during 3rd course, the food is served in the big deep dish. due to the size of her small small hand, idiot cannot take 2 plate. Lmao. den chris damn bastard. say the bride not chio. druing dessert, they got bite size pastry. idiot wan to eat den her mouth small. stuff one in her mouth cannot move liao! lol la. den sit on the floor behind our station and chew. fking funny. den supper! canteen food sux as usual. OT today was lyk free money. nth much to do slack oni. so some simple thing jiu go back le. cab to jurong for food wif idiot. she actually wan cab home de. but then, the atm spoil. cannot get cash. good thing is, we chat at the coffee shoptill 5am oso duno. den wait 1st bus lor. den i go home slp liao.

SAT,
fked up day. dun wanna tok abt it.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:21

Sunday, 18 October 2009 ; Feeling very guilty........

i am feeling very guilty right now. really regret what i did. why must i be so kpo, WHY... hating myself now. how can i let my curiosity get the better of me.. anyway, to that someone, i am really sorry for what i did. it is totallly not right for me to do wad i did. thats why i am apologising right now. if you wan me to do something to make up for it, i will be very happy to. at least it will lessen the guilt in me.  so plz, let me make it up to you. once again, i am really really really sorry.

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P.S all those are typed word for word and not copy and paste...

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 06:28

Friday, 16 October 2009 ; work work

hi peeps, didnt update for the pass 2 days coz of work. so here i go

ytd,
i woke up at 6.30 and tot, siao liao late liao. so rushed dwn to work and reached at 8am. i was an hour late!. heng boon good mood nv scold me. today's event is, UBS conference. some meeting whr they tok abt chim stuff. oso included is 2 coffee breaks and a buffet lunch. once i start oni, auntie B start her machine gun liao. omg. bth. very sian can, walk in and out wif 1 or 2 plates. nth much to do and i was dozingg off liao.=X den at 10, idoit come liao. den she even mre power. stone thr. den, time for their lunch turnover. we hav to clear all 130 slim tables and replace it wif 42 round tables. work lyk a cow and sweat lyk a pig. den their lunch start i got a lame and boring post. POUR SOUP! after awhile, adrain ask me replace ben in ballroom as ben is going to do ushering. so adrain is so nice to me to give me 12 fking tables all to myself. thx man. at that time damn fking hungry oso. after lunch, we were all doing the admin stuff le lyk pack up store. it lasted till 8pm and we pang gang! idiot and fit ended earlier then me. then she msg me ask for cigg. lol. i change and off we go to m.square to look for robert and tommy. wif them was max and queenie. den shiek and ben came oso. we smoke and tok thr till fit de father came to fetch her then me and idiot go jurong for supper! dinner seems ages ago. after supper, slack at void deck chit chat den she take bus go home le.

wednesday,
it was fking boring day. i started my day at chiuley for a lunch tat last lyk 2 hrs and go ballroom stone liao. nth to do liao. den alan ask me zifeng aaron and one mre guy go wif him lei lei and song yuan to go pan pac borrow table!.. lol he say at ballroom nth to do jiu come out walk walk lor. we slowly walk and tok along the way all the way to pan pac. take table le den come back already 4pm le. den jiu go home le. after work, go jp eat pizza hut! den go arena wan play pool de but then full den go jurong buy bubble tea. auntie finally rmb idiot de dun wan add milk! LMAO. den slack at void deck den home!

today!!!
did not go to work today as was too tired and had headache. idiot oso sick. dwn wif fever agn.. get well soon hor. ask u mai chiong liao.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 17:11

Tuesday, 13 October 2009 ; all i have done ended in nought..

to you, everything i have done in the past year is nothing compared to what people u juz noe do in the past weeks. when i talk to you, all i get back is a bored or cant be bothered answer. replies nv extend pass 5 words. i dont know what has happen to you and i dont know wad i do to deserve this. whatever it is, even if i doubt that i can do so, i dont want to care so much anymore. may you realise that i do in fact exist...

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 19:52

Sunday, 11 October 2009 ; why do we seems lyk strangers now...

2days nv update le. so here goes..

friday,
went to my cousin's wedding dinner at amara hotel. their ballroom is err small?? 30 tables oni and it feels damn full liao. service okok la. can be better. food leh, all was ok bu the dessert. the yam paste lyk no taste de. den went home le.. grats agn to cousin..

saturday,
went to work at 4pm. dun wanna say much. basically worked lyk a dog coz of a useless blur guy in my team. got him or not makes no difference. after work, went for supper wif tw and hadley at 501. den tw come my hse for dota(one game oni) den she play her msn. den 1st bus send her to bus stop jiu go home le.

today,
stoned at home. enuff said.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 22:37

Friday, 9 October 2009 ; actions speak louder then words

woke up at 2pm today for work. went dwn to batok to meet the new birds. reach damn early la me, den go buy coke agn.. coke now cheap ma. $1 nia per bottle. den stone at mrt station. funny thing is tw walk right pass me and didnt noe. LOL.. still msg me ask i at whr. den gerald and fit both late.. Zzzz board train den go city hall. dey walk damn slow can.. going late liao still slowly walk. omg. when reach, chiong for dinner if not gg, see guest food wil drool. event was ok la. juz tat my grp got one damn fking gong guy... tell him dun put hand in pocket for at least 3 times liao, he still put. then kip stone thr lyk the statue of raffles lyk tat. BTH. blah blah blah, 12am, end work. got 2 stick. one frm max and one frm collin. thx man. oh ya. and a third stick frm ben. smk den go batok wif tw for supper. after tat, borrow daniel's bike to go home if not, i nid walk home!!! shocking thing is, tw de father suddenly tok to me sia. damn stunned. reach home, go eat agn wif hadley, xiong and bel. tml my cousin wedding!!!! grats to dephine tan ya..

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 05:54

Wednesday, 7 October 2009 ; it all seems to be the past

ok posting... today, nv go work coz overslept wif headache. so go take mc lor, bo bian. den meet tw and gerald at batok. i go take wrong bus. Zzzz go till bukit timah there. best is, i earliest even after all tat. den go buy coke for tat coke addict. so we bused down to jp and gerald got his pants and shoes. he working 1st day tml!!! jiayou ya. den the coke addict become pepper addict. at thr kip " pepper lunch, pepper lunch, pepper lunch"so go eat pepper lunch lor. eat le pepper addict become chicken addict!!! wan eat my hse here de fried chicken. so, we bused dwn to my place. so crowded can the bus. reach le, the auntie forget not to add  milk agn. haha. then she go say" aiya, u nid mre milk!!" LOL quite true la. den slack at void deck awhile, gerald cried tat he wan go toilet. so after toilet brk, go bus stop wif them to wait for bus, then go home le. working tml and OC on 24th. 15th got mixed age party at Se7en. whoever interested, contact me!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 23:32

Tuesday, 6 October 2009 ; oops almost forgot

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMMI AND HER HUSBAND YA... may ur baby be healthy and happy!!!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 20:18

; Disappointed

i am finally home. juz came back from chalet!.. it was fun!
sun, went dwn to coasta sands at 9pm and when i got thr, so many ppl. some mre i duno de. at 10 plus, sammi and the SSC banheng stuff all came which in cludes xiao gao, xiao xia, xing wen, sammi and many many more!. sammi baby so cuteeee! so bbq and ate lots of chao da food, played cards thro the night. nxt morning, most are gone. all went home. me and raymond went for bowling. he act noob lor. say very long nv play liao. den lynn came find me to lend me charger! thx man. then the rest is quite, u noe, boring. slp at 10 plus i think. today wake up at 10 am. eat le jiu come back le....

i shall not bother u anymore as it seems i am interupting ur life.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 11:31

Sunday, 4 October 2009 ; guilty/fed up

ytd work at 9am oc. tmd tat stupid aaron say meet at 8am, 12pm then come make me wait. 8.30, ben came. we went canteen and saw james and ong bak. ate breakfast den smoke. after tat waited outside office. wait wait wait till some one say boon 10am den start. diao. today oc under boon he 10am den come. den we do wad? end up go carry tables to loading bay lor. den go all over the hotel looking for partition. fast forward, 12.30pm. aaron is here and boon ask him treat us all coffee as he was LATE! had lunch which was err...... not so nice. den lorry come le. loaded all the stuff in and off we go. shall not tok mre abt it. coz quite sian. stupid la. someone say wan wait for me till 1am end up 12am jiu go home liao. as u sit dwn drink coke and wait u tot i ask u stand outside and wait meh. Zzzzz. on the way home, the uncle drive no lic. anyhow one. suddenly speed suddenly slow. -'- den today, ps anji coz cant wake up.  sorry hor. treat u lunch nxt time. lata duno wan go to chalet not. till here bye.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 17:07

Saturday, 3 October 2009 ; OC!

woke up at 2am tis morning and cant slp le. now going work soon. today go OC!!! $_$ will be back to update when i reach home lata. cya...

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 07:02

Thursday, 1 October 2009 ; chalet!

ytd woke up at 5pm. met mei at jurong eat mrt station. she make me wait lor. den trained down to pasir ris. went white sands to get cash den buy beer for zhiyang. den bused to the chalet!. starting was abit weird la. all duno de. den after tat, vincent and one girl at thr fight. den kip shoot here shoot thr, damn funny. they can start an entertainment channel liao la. after tat went to the room. stone thr playing psp. den i go playground alone. lie on the slide and listen mp3. tot of many things. den mei msg me say they wan start to drink liao, so i went back. played poker and loser drink lor. after a few rounds, mei face turned damn red lor. her ears are oso red. then she walk lyk going fall lyk tat. den she go the back of the chalet block and sit thr. see she lyk cmi jiu take water for her lor. den she go lie down la. omg. floor so hard she still can almost slp. lihai sia. ok fast forward!
the birthday boy got his very painful bdae bash. poor thing sia he. after i saw hoe it was lyk, i swear i will camp at home during my future bdaes! his back swollen lor. den sit thr on the floor cannot move. after a while, most go slp le. so me and mei and 2 mre play mahjong lor. guess wad, i lost la. den ordered mac for breakfast. i oni eat the big breakfast de muffins nia. mei eat the rest. LOL. when most of them went home, both of us stone thr by the tv watch news. haha. den go home le. overall was quite fun la. but then mei starting abit sian sian one. duno wad happen to her. she kip tell me nth. so i oso LL. till here la bye.

i miss ur presence, i miss ur scent, i miss ur everything.......

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 11:58