Wednesday, 9 September 2009 ;

i noe it is late as it is 4am in the morning, but i cant get to slp. so let me voice my thoughts out loud to tat special someone.

plz dun be jealous of my friends as even if i go out wif them, it doesnt change anything. plz, hav some trust in me. do u think i am a hongster??? no rite? yes we may not hav much communication lately but y is tat? when i tell u something, wads ur usual reaction?? i will not say it here but u noe it urself. if i get the say reaction everytime i tell u something, wads the point of me telling u in the 1st place??? be it that i tell u i am sick or wad i am doing, i get the same answer. u may or may not noe tis but tat reply sometimes rili pisses me off, it juz tat i dun show it. also, when u tell me something, dun leave it hanging halfway plz. it is very irritating and most of the time, i will hav to ask lyk many times b4 u tell me. u say i dun tell u whr i am going. if i told u, and then u will ask wif hu? i dun lyk to lie to u so i will surely tell u the truth of hu i am wif. and then u will get jealous. tats wad i wan to avoid. i dun wan to hav any arguments or conflicts wif u so i choose to kip quiet. i giv u the freedom to go wherever u wan wif whoever u wan, and tats coz i trust u and noe tat u will noe ur limits. abt the meeting up thing, we are both busy during the sch days tat i can understand so i dun blame u for not having time for me. i myself is also busy too. but is once a week rili tat hard to accomodate? if u hav something on at the last min and cant make it, at least plz inform me abt it and not leave me hanging thr waiting for ur call or msg. mayb all this i hav some fault in it as well tat i am not aware of so plz kindly tell me if u think i am to blame. we are both young adults already and not little kids anymre. i am rili serious abt wanting to settle tis wif u to remove any doubts.
and all in all, i love you.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 04:20