Sunday, 27 September 2009 ; happy bdae!

ytd was a fun day. woke up at 2pm and stoned at home. LOL. tot mei will not be going pub le as she is sick. but then, she tell me she going. so plan meet as soon as she bathe finish. in the end drag till 7pm den meet. her mum wan her eat dinner le den go out. her mum cook halfway, no gas. so wait for gas to come. so 7pm at jp wif my didi and hadley as well. went to the icicing room to make suifeng de cake. den went to 77th street to buy her present. when mei doing the cake, her mama called me. say must ask her drink mre water and must ask her rmb to eat her medi.. oso ask me take care of her. LOL. i will de la tuan wee de mummy. den, i duno why, jitao no mood diao. i walk very fast. they all lag at the back. den trained dwn to raffles for dinner!. actually wan to hav dinner at The Soup Spoon de, but we were too late. so go eat zi cha. ordered toufu, sweet and sour fish, chicken and vege. after dinner, go find suifeng le. she damn happy sia when she see the present and cake. HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY ya. hope ur Tian Le grow up healthy and chubby!. we wait for weijie to come but end up, he not coming coz he got sin tua. end up i ordered beer. they all kip ask me, y my face so lyk sai. i can oni answer them duno coz i rili duno why my mood so bad. juz damn sian!. den jenny call me say she reach le. i ask her at mac thr wait for me she go wait INSIDE the mac. make me wait outside lyk one sotong lyk tat. soon, lynn, her bf and a friend come le. today they abit anti la. duno why oso. at 12, we took out the cake and sing bdae song for suifeng! she damn gan dong, almost cry. lol..  so we drink, smoke, sing, eat and joke around. wif this bunch of ppl around, no matter how bad my mood, i will still smile.. love them all man. after the pub close, cab dwn to boonlay for lan. mei de dota improve liao leh. 1st public game got 1 kill. not bad not bad.. jiayou hor. nxt time can pawn me liao. hehe. at 5plus, i mai play liao. ask mei go outside pei me smoke. me and mei tok tok. after awhile, didi and hadley come out le. den we go the market thr drink kopi. wait for the food stall to open. den mei say she very cold. offer my jacket she dun wan, her feet damn cold can... cold still wan drink coke. stubborn girl. tsk tsk. hadley lyk very hungry lor. go order carrot cake while waiting for the nasi lamak stall to open. me and didi oso bth go order wanton mee to eat. mei KO on the table. her fever is back. Zzzzz fever still drink coke. POWER la she. eat finish le we bused to my hse here. on the bus, mei at thr kip shivering. den i tell didi and hadley to go back 1st, i go take money for mei take cab back. see her lyk tat i very helpless. i giv her 2 options. 1, she take my jacket along wif her. 2, i send her home. she LL take my jacket lor. she leave le den i rmb, didi de mp3 still in her bag. haha. her hairband oso still on my head. LOL. den i go home le. best thing. reach doorstep, key duno fly whr liao. siao liao. called didi open door for me. lata going dwn white sand find my da jie. she at thr got stall. ok till here ba. i wan go slp liao. if not lata cannot wake up.. cheers.

dear and mei, get well soon.. 
jenny! mai sad le k?? cheer up!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 07:38

Friday, 25 September 2009 ; everyone is sick

came back ytd frm work at 4am, today woke up at 4pm. gf and mei both are dwn wif fever .. haiz. y is everybody getting sick. get well soon ya. drink lots and lots of water and must take medi hor. oh one last thing.... NO COKE AND SPRITE!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 23:00

Wednesday, 23 September 2009 ; past memories...

time is a wonderful yet cruel thing. how i wish i could just close my eyes andwhen i open them, everything is juz how it was before.

i miss all the times of the past where things are all simple and problems are easy to solve.
i miss the times we spend together having fun..
i miss the times that i would force u to have ur meals..
i miss the times that we tok abt things super random..
i miss the times we laugh at ourselves being silly..
i miss the times we spend together..

now, things are so complicated. people think too much and jump to conclusions quickly..
problems are now almost impossible to solve..
more and more secrets are kept and the distance between us gets wider and wider..
i really dislike this distance..

how i wish that i could just hug u and tell u, "everything is back to the way it is"

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:36

Tuesday, 22 September 2009 ; sleepless nights

updating agn coz cant seem to get to slp. must be having too many things on my mind... argh, no mre 烦恼plz..
juz came back frm supper cum breakfast wif hadley. now think of wad to do to pass time. plz let evverything go back to the way it is.....

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 05:16

Monday, 21 September 2009 ; life have its ups and dwns

i noe why mei weird weird liao. i fell sad for her too but at the same time, feel so helpless. duno how to help her get over it.


mei, life has its ups and dwns. wad has happen cant be undone, tats life. you cant juz blame urself for everything. nobody ever wanted this to happen and i am sure she will not be happy to see u lyk this so cheer up for her sake. all of us, me, gerald, fitrah, and all ur friends will be here for u no matter wad happens. so if u nid anything, dun hesitate to tell us k? cheer up girl, i wan to see tat crazy smiling bubbly girl tat i noe so well come back. wish she get well soon.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 19:48

; slping day

today, woke up at 3pm. den msg mei ask her how le. but no reply so... slp some mre till night. den mei reply me. say she slping and her grandma lyk sick. so she go take care her. GET WELL SOON YA GRANNY. now my da jie call me le. she wan chat. ok i go le bye.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 00:36

Saturday, 19 September 2009 ;

2nd post today. meimei bluff me. she say wan go home end up nv. den her ez link lost and something happen. she dun wan go home. i ask her whr she is, i go find her she dun wan tell me.. make me feel so helpless oni. IDIOT!. waiting for mer msg/ call now to tell me wad happen oni. dun take too long k??

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 23:49

; bored.

YTD
went work, we wear batik shirt do service lor. very cooling juz tat the shirt very hard. nv wash b4 de. after work, went dwn to dover ton wif mei, jenny, terence , wei ming and kai xin. played mahjong then abt 6 plus go home bath.
TODAY
went back to dover for yew keng. but then, disappointed. i lyk a fish out of a fish tank. sit there stone. then they all go up lorry and bus i dun noe shuld go not end up, nv go. acttually wan wait for them at dover de but then mei ask me go home 1st. so i went home and wait lor. wait for mei msg. end up, no msg. they finish liao den she wan go home slp. THX MAN JENNY, PS ME.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 18:56

Friday, 18 September 2009 ;

hihi. back to blogging agn.
started work today at 5pm. was early.. hehe. so thr is dinner for me!.  today event was ok la. met a few new friends. ended work at 12 and reach home at 1. mei come find me today. ask her take last bus come, her backside itchy and came my hse here early. 10.30 leh, she already reach le. i still at work. so she waited for me for 3 hrs lor. make my feel so guilty oni. idiot mei!. den we go eat supper lor, hadley came too. hadley today lyk abit sot plug liao. eat oni kip bang the chopsticks on his bowl and spash his food all over the place. after supper, headed to boon lay for AUDITION! tio own lor. she bully me de lor... play till abt 4 head back to my hse liao. saw her blog pic, damn funny can. macham she wearing makeup. cheek pink pink de, lips red red de. hahaha. i luff till stomach ache liao. 5.30 i pei her go wait for 1st bus den come home le. working lata agn. mayb meeting joey too. see how la.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 06:24

Thursday, 17 September 2009 ;

TUESDAY
woke up at 11am. stupid mei nv wake me up. den trained dwn to batok to pick mei, fitrah, gerald and liwei up for interview. on the way, mei say she dun hav bankbook. omg! i almost had a heart attack. so last min. so went to POSB to get her bank statement lor. wait damn long oso. den trained dwn to RITZ CARLTON!. the security damn CB lor. i ask can help me photocopy ic not he say cannot. 1 girl ask to copy, he copy for her. wad the FK! sibei tiko sia he. NBCB. damn pissed. den after the interview, went to marina square for lat lunch. had subway. not rili nice la. mei eat half dun wan liao. all push to me. lyk i rubbish bin lyk tat. -.- after tat, all go home le. left me and mei nia. trained back to batok slack awhile. then go meet zhiyang and co at WM. after go home le. at home rot for a few hours den mei come my hse at abt 11pm. she say she very sian and not going sch the nxt day so come and ton. she play my lappy awhile den i ask hadley go for supper liao. he lyk damn hungry lyk tat. eat so much. den he oso very funny. kip ask mei all the weird weird qns. after supper, walked to boonlay for AUDITION!. all the memories. so long nv play le. oni owned in BEATUP. others cmi. played for 1 hr den go back le. mei play my lappy agn. den we sit thr tok tok. she damn blur can, ppl oso can see wrong. somemre is got call her b4 de. wah.. imba. too power liao. i ask her ma"u noe which is ron de ma?" she was lyk" not the one beside me meh??" den i tell her" no lor. is the long hair wif stripes de lor" she dun believe den we go see ron de blog. i tell her" this guy kip appearing in ron blog. not ron den hu???" she was lyk OMG.den we thr kip laughing. at 5.30am, we went to busstop wait for 1st bus. on the way kip disiao her say how can she see wrong?? she bth at the laugh and laugh. after tat, go home slp le.

TODAY
woke up at 4pm today. went to work at ritz. today run  lyk a dog can. got 2 blur one in my grp. den after event, supper time i called mei. ask her wad time wake up. she stdy can tell me 7pm. i msg her she nv reply. oni at thr laugh. den now ps me. call her no answer. must be slp liao. damn can slp lor. 7pm wake up still can slp. POWER PACK!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:40

Sunday, 13 September 2009 ; rotting in progress

today woke up at 2pm. spamed mei phone to wake her up. coz all too tired, nv go geylang le. so went gym wif chee yang and didi. after tat, eat kfc and head home le. tis weekend i am boring lyk siao. someone jio me go out plz!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 23:53

;

updating abt today.
woke up at 2pm today, called mei to wake her up. actually wan go play pool de. but then, yong kang, ah kar and terry coming over for mahjong. so asked mei to come over my place lor. they play mahjong, we play dota. lol mei play dota damn funny sia, kip at they "eheh how uh? which one me? how come i become cow liao?" lol, damn funny. at 6, go market eat curry chicken. after dinner, back to my place for poker. played blackjack. i won a little nia. 9pm, ah kar go home liao. 10 yong kang oso go liao. terry watch finish scary movie 4 then go home. during the movie, fitrah damn funny on msn. kip ask me" eh the cock part come out le not?". lol. pervertic sia! 1 plus, went 501 for laksa!. not nice de lor. the tau pok so hard. gravy no taste. called daniel, mei's rl kor, come dwn jurong. he say he very sian. went boonlay lan play dota! i vs meimei and her korkor. lyk bully them sia coz they dun rili noe how to play. 4 plus, go buy coke and smoke. tok cock outside 7-11. den go home le.
tml going geylang wif mei, fitrah, gerald and duno hu.. that all for today^^

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 05:48

Saturday, 12 September 2009 ; PHOTOS!!

                                                  cute rite?? sleepy beauty?? WITH SWEET!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 03:03

; MY POST

yo! thx didi for helping me update.. i will add some things of my own on the last few days.

YTD
on the way to airport wif jinhua, he damn suay sia, fell aslp on the train. then his sis go put a sweet in his mouth. LOL damn funny sia the image. i wish u hav a good trip. hope to see u soon!.ok fast forward. b4 go pub, meet lynn at bedok . wow chiobu sia she. better then her brother. haha. >< at the pub, WE DRINK, WE SMOKE, WE SING, WE PLAY AND WE TOK COCK. love them man, my two gan meimei and my didi. 26th tis month going dwn agn for suifeng's bdae! my hao sista. i will prepare a present for u ok?? cfm u will love it de. den after pub, go dwn tamp. lynn de friend very anti social sia. suan le mai say abt tat. make me pissed oni. we tok abt many things till 1st bus came to go home.

TODAY
did not report for work at 12 as planned, went at 6pm instead. too tired. today event GOH was president SR Nathan. wow. he one person eat, 4 bodygards and a police marshal see him eat. LOL. ok la. lazy tok mre abt work. tml going pool!. so, see you all tml.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 02:02

Friday, 11 September 2009 ;

hi i am joosheng the owner's rl didi here to update for him..
he is at work now n will edit lata .. i jus give a short one..
ytd went out wif jin hua tuan wee jin hua was going back to china today n he will be back after chrismax..
after dinner at sakura we sent him to the airport n waved gdbye .. after that headed to bedok to meet lynn n then off to the pub at the pub drink sang n play poker n darts. then headed to temp n ton but then some thing dun wish to mention.. then chit chat till 6 n took the train hm...

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 21:29

Wednesday, 9 September 2009 ;

i noe it is late as it is 4am in the morning, but i cant get to slp. so let me voice my thoughts out loud to tat special someone.

plz dun be jealous of my friends as even if i go out wif them, it doesnt change anything. plz, hav some trust in me. do u think i am a hongster??? no rite? yes we may not hav much communication lately but y is tat? when i tell u something, wads ur usual reaction?? i will not say it here but u noe it urself. if i get the say reaction everytime i tell u something, wads the point of me telling u in the 1st place??? be it that i tell u i am sick or wad i am doing, i get the same answer. u may or may not noe tis but tat reply sometimes rili pisses me off, it juz tat i dun show it. also, when u tell me something, dun leave it hanging halfway plz. it is very irritating and most of the time, i will hav to ask lyk many times b4 u tell me. u say i dun tell u whr i am going. if i told u, and then u will ask wif hu? i dun lyk to lie to u so i will surely tell u the truth of hu i am wif. and then u will get jealous. tats wad i wan to avoid. i dun wan to hav any arguments or conflicts wif u so i choose to kip quiet. i giv u the freedom to go wherever u wan wif whoever u wan, and tats coz i trust u and noe tat u will noe ur limits. abt the meeting up thing, we are both busy during the sch days tat i can understand so i dun blame u for not having time for me. i myself is also busy too. but is once a week rili tat hard to accomodate? if u hav something on at the last min and cant make it, at least plz inform me abt it and not leave me hanging thr waiting for ur call or msg. mayb all this i hav some fault in it as well tat i am not aware of so plz kindly tell me if u think i am to blame. we are both young adults already and not little kids anymre. i am rili serious abt wanting to settle tis wif u to remove any doubts.
and all in all, i love you.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 04:20

Tuesday, 8 September 2009 ;

ytd
after dinner go batok find mei. buy bubble tea and sit at void deck slack. dun spoil my psp hor..
today
didnt go out today. stayed at home. actually meeting mei for dinner de but she go eat wif her mummy. say after dinner meet. end up she dun wan meet liao. duno wad happen to her.. oh well.



PS:why u saying sorry???

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 05:20

Sunday, 6 September 2009 ; Dead Tired

juz came back from west mall wif my new phone!. so happy! but dead tired.

ytd, woke up at 2 plus then call to wake mei up. she still thr blur blur de. haha. met her at pepper lunch for well, lunch? both of us had chicken pepper rice! the coke the cup got hole de lor, at the table thr leaking. after lunch, went to tamp walk walk. she say she very long nv go taml le. so go thr see see lor. at abt 7pm, trained dwn to bugis to meet jinhua. he got 3 friends wif him lor, damn paiseh. actually wan go eat steamboat de, but then end up go eat at hong kong tea hse. i oni drink one glass of teh peng nia, not hungry i guess. after my so called dinner, bused dwn to parkway juz to find the pool full hse. wah sian, damn guilty lor, i bring them thr then cannot play.cab dwn to boat quay find suifeng and my martell. lol! so drink drink drink then so lucky, got ppl bdae agn. today is waterfall, wah end up he cannot move lie on the floor. at abt 3am, oni left me and meimei nia. jinhua and his friends all left le. me and meimei sit thr at the pub till all the ppl go liao lor, then we leave. we tok tok till nv look around, paiseh sia. mei say she hungry, so prata here we come! i agn not hungry. order the prata oni eat 2 mouth nia, juz at thr drink tah terik. me and mei chat alot, tok abt many many things. 4 am le, msged zhiyang ask if we still nid ggo dwn his chalet ma. end up, cab dwn to pasir ris park. when we reach, they one big bunch lyk gang lyk tat walk towards us la. stunned. after intros juz go sit down slack slack liao. slack till 7 plus me and mei juz go home le. the way she slp in the train damn cute sia! lyk one little kid lyk tat.LOL.. reached home jiu slp le.

today
wake up jiu chiong to west mall liao. fking tired oso drag myself thr. for the sake of my phone!!!. mayb meeting mei for dinner lata when she wake up. if hav then update agn ba. byebye.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 14:17

Friday, 4 September 2009 ; tarts tarts

woke up today at 11 plus. didnt get to eat mac breakfast as planned. call woke mei up thenshe 12 plus came over my hse here le. eat lunch at market. ba kut teh, yum yum. den go buy bubble tea+ chicken!. long time nv eat le. end up most of it mei eat. Zzzzz sore throat still eat so much. went to my place and she start doing her tarts le. i help her wash oni. turned out not bad. but then, wasted alot of dough and peach. the custard not enuff. Zzzz nxt time must rmb buy mre. mac delivery is burning a hole in my pocket. so i bought a 1.5L coke for mei and tell her to make it last till tml. damn stubbon leh she. sick mai go see doc, medi oso dun wan take, still drink coke, power la. andway, drink mre water and GET WELL SOON!!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 00:27

Wednesday, 2 September 2009 ; busy day

woke up today at 12pm.. went str8 to get my pay and was so shocked.. $171 leh. then go bugis wait for ruochen.. so long lor he make me wait 30 mins. den trained dwn to batok find meimei. go eat subway!! yum yum. den bused to my hse here buy bubble tea. so many ppl lor. all huayi sec de. den go buy the ingredents for the trats. buy flour and canned peach. but then bad news. mum skipped training so cant make tarts. so wait for tml lor.. sadded. no tarts. D: now having dinner. mre tml...

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 20:44

; McDelivery!

Juz ordered McDelivery for me and meimei! she complain she hungry and wan drink coke. i oso hungry! dinner duno fly to which part of my body already. so ordered online lor. tml going get my pay le! money money money!! nth much le. mre tml ba.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 02:24

Tuesday, 1 September 2009 ; SICK MUST SEE DOC!

yo peeps,
juz came back frm work. work was ok la, serve pri sch teachers coz its TEACHER'S DAY! happy teacher's day to all my teachers. specially to MS ALICE PANG. thx for the wonderful sec sch days! nv would hav finished sec sch w/o u. reach home mei say she got flu. ask her go see doc and eat medi, she dun wan. haiz. must try to make her go see doc!!! tml working agn $_$. nth much le. mre tml!

Mei, must take care hor, drink mre water and not mre coke. hope u get well soon.^^

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 00:26