i have thought it through hard and well. i think it is time to bid goodbye. this is to the 2 most important persons in my life. weather you will read this or not, i will never know so here goes.

To Miss Yap, please take good care of yourself. cut down on the sprite and drink more plain water. when you are sick dont forget to take ur meds and see a proper doctor. dont self medicate. dont tire yourself out with your school work. get enough rest and eat ur meals. dont tell me stuff like one meal a day. that is called starving yourself. you are already thin enough. and thinner you will only be left with bones. lastly, i never regret having a relationship with you. i will miss the times.

To Miss Ang, you too please take good care of yourself. cut down on your ciggs and coke. cut down on the fast food too. dont skip ur meals and drink plenty of water. dont make your mum worry for you as she already has many things to worry about. my psp and mp3, you can keep them for the time being. feel free to use them just make sure they remain in one piece. i know how much you are longing for a new phone so i am giving you ur christmas present early, please make it last.

To the both of you, if any help or company is needed, i will be happy to be of service. i wish both of you well.

Goodbye.

yes, i broke up wif her. not going to say much abt it so, ya. went to work today. meet mei at batok for breakfast at 7am. almost didnt see her. the way she dress. so not lyk her. den eat le, trained down to alj. we were too early. den start work, krishnan start kp liao Zzzz. den whole day do manual labour. do till sweat lyk siao. end work early at 3pm, actually wan go eat at geylang de but then end up cancel. wanted go eat de lor. sadded, nxt time ba. den came home. bye.



is it my talking you cant stand?? i rili duno so if it is me plz tell me.

what gives you the right to judge others. so what if i bring her to ssc to work. who are you to say no. i just dun understand wads wif you abt her. juz because of past incidents u are including every other ppl. is that even fair??? plz, go think, if am i the one that is wrong or are u the one wif childish thinkings. unless u can give me a vaild reason, i will nv agree wif u on this matter. and to my cute little brother, plz watch ur attitude. think before you talk.

大家好！我刚起床，不好意思。我从五点睡到现在，虽然只是区区三小时，但是我感觉精神多了。本来呢，打算到batok找我那可爱的妹妹但我太累了，到家一见到床就倒下了。现在我要找人陪我吃晚餐。谁要给我这个荣幸呢？

各位读者好！我正式回新加坡游泳俱乐部上班了，感觉上真好。昨天，我翘课了。我因该是上九点的课但是呢，我十点才起床。真是恨死我自己了，对自己说好这个学期不要再翘课了结果还是做不到。下午四点钟，约了我那白痴的妹妹在地铁站集合一起上班。工作还好吧，挺轻松的。那里一点都没变，跟我离开是一摸一样。下班后，我弟，团薇妹妹，don 和我一起到我家附近吃夜宵。吃着吃着，不知不觉得了道工事。大家都在说那没用上司的坏话。他真是令我无话可说，一个字，烂！别提他了，提起他就一肚子火。我们聊到五点，don和我妹塔计程车回家了。而我，到家洗个澡就要上课了。希望我能熬到下课吧。

这是我第一次用中文更新我的部落格，感觉还挺不错的。昨天晚上我想过了好多好多事情。我不知道你会来看我的部落格吗？但是，我还是决定把我想说的都写在这这里。对于你，我有一种莫名的熟悉感和亲切感。也许因为这样，我会过于的关心你而还导致你感到没自由，没隐私。也许也是因为这样而我会不顾一切地尽力把你所要的每一样东西，每一个要求都给你。你会不会报答我或感激我我都不在乎，我只是希望你每天都是满脸笑容而不是愁眉苦脸的过。你有烦恼时，我希望你会跟我分享。也许我能帮的上忙也不一定。 最后，我想说的是，对不起和一定要快乐。

i shall keep my post short as not rili in the mood to whine..

ytd, work oc at bugis. after work, go batok find idiot. actually tot eat supper smoke den go home liao. end up, we sit there and tok till 4am i think. we oso saw one cab uncle scolding duno hu. damn loud sia. buy frappe den i cab home le.

today, woke up at 11am. den slp back. ps hor idiot, i nv check my phone. idiot call me den i rili wake up. sorry make u wait lei. i waiting for that peng hong la. plus charge my phone abit if not sure flat. psps>< reach le we smoke and den go dwn amk meet shawn. he is one ttttaaaalllllll guy. denwait enson come. eat pepper lunch. idiot cannot finish agn. Zzz den go play pool. den go jp buy my shampoo. after that bus home le.

to you, i have dragged this matter long enuff. if you dun contact me in 2 weeks, thats it. i dun wanna bother so much le. call me heartless all u wan. i will be waiting..

to idiot, glad to hear you are finally going to let go. say cheerful....