Monday, 16 August 2010 ; ok la ok la

ok la ok la update la!!!! lazy sia, duno wad to update... in breif, everyday eat shit slp, ton at amk a few days den squeeze wif jo for a bed. but, when david not hm, WOOTS!!! oh ya, thx sisi and jiajia de mama for the 鸡蛋糕 which i haven eat yet. it is at jo's hse. lata go eat.

today go ICA take passport. den go sch submit form. on the way back on PIE, say the bastard sha. he damn ku niang, see my bike still run so fast.... now at hm rotting waiting for algae to grow on me. sheng is not hm agn, duno whr the fuck he go. cant be sch coz today is a monday so cfm is go pract. aiya, fk care his problem.

going PEICAI lata to fetch the tall tall guy named joseph. he today got night class till 8pm. den after tat i duno liao. most likely rot agn.

ok thats it bye bye

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 17:05

Thursday, 3 June 2010 ; screwed

today had my SP panel review. it was horrible..... kena shoot till jialat jialat... wads over is over. nxt thing will be my common test nxt week. after tat will be holiday! omg, cant wait for tml to come. going see her!!!! so excited. hehe nth much to post liao, Ciao

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 13:26

Sunday, 30 May 2010 ; DEADLINE!

so many projects to do and so little time.. some of the deadlines are,
this thursday FYP panel review
tml, BI project intro
tuesday, FCS presentation

OMG!!! so many! plus common test is coming. nid chiong studies liao!!!

ok friday till now, nth much happen.. friday was at home the whole day ended sch at 12 and wad rotting at home. ok other then the fact tat i had pizza for lunch wif mum and went to AMK find jo and Co. in the middle of the night.

saturday, slacked at jo's hse till abt 4plus den i pillion ah boy to my hse! jo and sheng take MRT! HAHAHA. den went for dinner wif my mum and grandma. ah boy was damn shocked when my ah ma ask him to eat the chicken wing she bought, plus put it in his bowl. HAHA the lokk on his face! den all slack at my hse DOTA till abt 10 plus, i played audi!. 11plus go find jo at his mum's place as when i started playing audiu, they all go to jo's mum's place liao. slack at void deck den abt 2am, i went home den slp!

today! woke up at 10am! someone woke up later den me! hehe, met mum and aunt at JP for Ichiban Sushi! den when shopping wif dem. i oni see see oni. den mum say for my early bdae present, she bought me a Razar Copperhead Gaming Mouse. my old Razar which was a Diamondback 3G spoil liao, the left click cannot click de. afterwhich, went to find jo at his mum's hse agn. slack thr, watch tv and tok crap den came home! dinner was wif elder aunt, 2 cousins mum and ah ma! yumyum. den went to aunt's place as long time nv go liao. went thr for a while jiu come home le! juz finish audi nia now update blog! going shower and slp soon. hope my projects go well^^

Ciao

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 23:07

Thursday, 27 May 2010 ; BLOG REVIVED!!!!

HI ALL!!!

its been a long long long time since i have last posted. me not posting was mainly due to my laziness>< a certain someone "forced" me to update so here i am!. just kidding abt the force part.

alot of things happen during the period i was gone frm this blog. this are mainly wad happened.

1. i got my class 2B licence
2. i got my bike which is a Honda NSR 150 SP
3. i started to stay home more
4. my project is kinda screwed up
5. ETC, ETC, ETC


i passed my class 2B licence on the 21 of april, out of the 80++ canidates, 62 passed and i am one of the 62!! woots!

den on 8th may, i got my bike which is the Honda NSR 150 SP sports bike! base colour is black with shiny red Honda wing!! it is now my "wife" as some might put it tat way.

i started to stay home more due to concerns on petrol cost and of coz my laziness agn >< and so my relationship wif my mum improved and lata i am meeting her wif my aunt at LOT1 for dinner at New York New York!!

abt my project, i dun wanna elaborate...

also, something happy happened in my life during this period. all i can say abt it is that i am loving every second of it. thx for being the motivation and of coz the listening ear when i need it. plz continue to support me!!

i shall end here and hope i dun leave my blog to die agn.

Ciao!

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 16:53

Sunday, 18 April 2010 ; totally crushed.

not rili in any mood to do anything now.. how i wish i could just charge into a concrete wall and bleed to death and get away from everything. what i fear to happen has happened. she finally said it. the words that i never wanted to hear. in addition to this, my mum is not going to loan me cash. dont feel like posting further.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 22:34

Tuesday, 23 March 2010 ; 面具(mask)

many people do not know what this(mask) means to me and some people. to me, it is a way to face people i do not know or do not want to face. some may say i am a coward but lets face it, who does not do this when facing people they do not know??? but to keep the mask on around people that care about you, that will cause them to worry as you are not yourself. for example, when one is in trouble or not in a good mood, people that care will ask "what happen?" or "are you alright?" without fail. but wif the mask on, all you will answer is a "nothing (:" or "i am alright". if they know you well enough, they will not be fooled as they know you well enough to sense something is not right. thus they will feel worried for you and the more you deny it, the more helpless they will feel as they cannot share the burden of your trouble. so please, share with people that really care about you and relieve them of the agony to guess what is wrong or what is going on. this way, you will feel more relaxed and will not be stressed up so easily.

the most important thing that i want to say in this post today is, you are a gift from the heavens to your parents and your parents took a great deal of effort to raise you from young till who you are today. they are always worried for you as to them, no matter how old you are, you are still a kid to them. this is how all parents think. when you have your very own child, you will surely do the same thing. the least you can repay them is to take good care of yourself and not to let them worry about you. they are already very tired from a day of work and to think they still have to tolerate whatever nonsense you are doing, how much can a human body and mind take??? even with all that exhasution, they will never complain. so teasure them as they cannot be with you for your whole life. and to think with all their hard work, you went and did something bad or hurtful to yourself, how will they feel when they find out??? let me tell you. unless they are inhuman, they will surely be davestated and heartbroken. so do your parents a favour by doing yourself a favour, LOVE YOURSELF AND NEVER LET THEM BE HEARTBROKEN BY WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING. last but not least,whatever you are doing or thinking, they had already thought and done them before. so listen to their advise, it will only help but not harm you.

this is what i feel that every child alive should know whether you agree with me or not.

Labels: thought by Keng and Jo.

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 01:03

Friday, 19 March 2010 ; 心情真的很低落

have not been home this few days , altenating between ang mo kio ave 10 and jurong east.oni went home to change nia. down wif flu till now and cough but getting better le thx to mum as she bot PANADOL FLU MAX for me. thx mum! cant quite rmb wad i did ytd but TODAY!, woke up at noon and went for lunch at amk market. after tat dwn to LFI and meet DON LEONG. didnt manage to close him today but nvm, there are plenty others. others dun nid to say le. now at jurong east agn, juz finish a bowl or black pepper instant noodles which was err, not quite filling. nth much le. tml duno going whr so see how tml ba.



to find someone that loves you or to be loved by someone is not an easy thing to achieve. take me for example. till now, still nt loved except for my parents of cause. so please to couples out there or couples to be, treasure each other and never doubt the love that you have for each other. never let negative thoughts play tricks on your mind. do not wait till when someone is gone and then come to regret as it is far too late. there is a chinese idiom "打铁趁热" which means to strike the iron when it is hot which means not to let and oppotunity slip by. lastly, never let past setbacks step you down as long as you learn from your mistakes, it is all worth it. being in a relationship is like an investment. if you are afriad to get hurt, you will nv succeed in love. so open up your heart to him/her and let them know how you feel.

Labels: unloved

Keng TOTALLY RANTED at 00:50